Though Ethan Hawke was just a teenager during the filming of โDead Poets Society,โ he recognized that Robin Williams โ who played inspiring English teacher John Keating in Peter Weirโs 1989 classic โ was struggling.
When asked in an interview on โCBS Sunday Morningโ if heโs been able to watch the film after Williamsโ 2014 suicide amid his battle with Lewy body dementia, Hawke said that โdoes not fundamentally change the way I watch the movie.โ
โEven at 18, I was aware of the complexity of his emotional life,โ Hawke continued. โIโve had a lot of depression in my family, and it was obvious to me that all that power and that charisma came at a certain cost. He was a deeply, deeply sensitive person who was highly attuned to the energy of a room.โ
Hawke recalled that one time on set, Williams was โmaking up lines and everyone was laughing and praising him,โ but when Hawke later went to get a glass of water he found Williams โhiding in the corner in the dark by himself.โ
โI thought, โOh, OK. It makes a lot more sense to me now,’โ Hawke said. โIt was a lot. It was taxing. Thereโs a lot of stories about clowns and the happiness they give and at what cost. So I say all that to say, the end of his life does not define his life to me. And when I watch the movie, I think of the spirit of the man I knew in those days and how powerful it was and how much he weathered that storm of his psyche for us and for other people.โ
โDead Poets Societyโ marked the second feature film for Hawke, who has gone on to receive four Oscar nominations. Looking back, he said the movie taught him several important lessons, including how to handle bad reviews.
โI didnโt realize how much I was being taught and how that sustained me through negative criticism,โ Hawke said. โLike, thereโs not any rules about being a great actor. Drop dead! So you donโt like it, suck an egg! Itโs not my problem you donโt like it. You donโt know what great acting is any more than I do. And those ideas were given to me by playing the movie.โ
Watch Hawkeโs full โCBS Sunday Morningโ interview below.


